印度西敏走到獅城,再闖一闖

月球上的人

2012-02-05T23:43:00.000+08:00

無須要快樂反正你一早枯死
如果有眼淚只不過生理分泌
就算淚水多得可灌溉整片濕地
蒲公英不會飛陵墓裡伴你於一起
如果有再會恐怕已經一世紀
回憶哄騙我但凡失去也是美
用你一分鐘都足夠我生醉夢死
如懷念也是有它限期明日我便記不起
從未來再見遺憾舊時不太會戀愛
願我永遠記不得我正身處現在
從月球觀看難辨地球相愛跟錯愛
三世書不會記載情繫我這半生的最愛
( 三世書不會記載誰為某某歎息感慨 )
時空太過大超脫我的喜與悲
能戀愛過後自然參透到命理
就算一雙手只擁抱你的紀念碑
流離在某月某天某地仍自覺共你一起
再見仍舊未能跟你再戀愛
但你與我有過的過去牽涉後代
從未來觀看潛伏萬年的野史記載
不理它小愛與大愛人類太過渺小的最愛

First Love

2012-02-05T23:36:00.001+08:00

さいごのキスはタバコの　flavor　がしたニガくてせつないかおり
あしたのいまごろにはあなたはどこにいるんだろうだれをおもってるんだろう
You　are　always　gonna　be　my　love
いつかだれかとまたこいにおちても
I'll　remember　to　love You　taught　me　how
You　are　always　gonna　be　the　one
いまはまだかなしい　love　song あたらしいうた　うたえるまで
たちどまるじかんが　　うごきだそうとしてるわすれたくないことばかり
あしたのいまごろには　　わたしはきっとないてるあなたをおもってるんだろう
Yeah
You　will　always　be　inside　my　heart
いつもあなただけのばしょがあるから
I　hope　that　I　have　a　place　in　your　heart　too
Now　and　forever　you　are　still　the　one
いまはまだかなしい　love　song あたらしいうた　うたえるまで
Ah　Ah
You　are　always　gonna　be　my　love
いつかだれかとまたこいにおちても
I'll　remember　to　love You　taught　me　how
You　are　always　gonna　be　the　one
まだかなしい　love　song　Yeah
Now　and　forever

最後的吻有香煙的味道
既苦澀又難過的香味

明天的此刻
你應該會在某處想著誰吧！

你永遠會是我的愛
即使那一天再和某人談戀愛
我仍會記得
是你敎會我怎麼去愛
你永遠會是那一個人
現在仍是悲傷的情歌
一直到會唱新歌為止

停止轉動的時間好像又開始動起來
只因我不想忘懷

明天的此刻我一定在哭泣
想著你吧！

你永遠會在我心裡
無論何時都為你保留一個位置
我希望我在你心裡也有一個位置
無論現在未來你依然是那個人
現在仍是悲傷的情歌
一直到會唱新歌為止

你永遠會是我的愛
即使那一天再和某人談戀愛
我仍會記得
是你敎會我怎麼去愛
你永遠會是那一個人
現在仍是悲傷的情歌
一直到會唱新歌為止

現在與永遠… )

剪愛

2012-01-16T22:43:00.001+08:00

人變了心　言而無信　人斷了情　無謂傷心
我一直聆聽　我閉上眼睛　不敢　看你的表情

滿天流星　無窮無盡　我的眼淚　擦不乾淨
所以絕口不提　所以暗自反省　終於～我掙脫了愛情

把愛～剪碎了隨風吹向大海　有許多事　讓淚水洗過更明白
天真如我　張開雙手以為撐得住未來　而誰擔保愛永遠不會染上塵埃

把愛～剪碎了隨風吹向大海　越傷得深　越明白愛要放得開
是我不該　怎麼我會眷著你眷成依賴　讓濃情在轉眼間變成了傷害～

我剪不碎舊日的動人情懷　你看不出來　我的無奈

Appraisal for 2011 preformance

2012-01-16T20:20:00.002+08:00

Today, I met Norman Woods for my appraisal for 2011 performance.
This is an inspiring discussion about my strength and weakness which helps me to think of few steps ahead, though I do not prefer to think for long time in life or career!

Here are some points suggestioned by him:
1) Visiting more wet markets and competitors where can learn a lot from them.
2) Do coaching to improve their weakness of stores in WFIF check result.
3) Take chance to risk, do not be afraid of making mistakes to have new ideas or new concepts.
4) Cross banners to learn or interflow with others.
5) Make use of other strength to improve other's weakness.
6) Do more reading.
7) Increase the sense of urgency to put stop to stores's issues.
8) Let boss know what are the good things I am doing for stores.
9) Use both soft and force skills at good timing to manage people, be tougher to the team, sometimes is needed.
10 ) Quaterly review of my own plan of strategy.

By and large, he was satisfied with my performance. He reminded me that do not underestimate myself.
Good things is that, I can honestly tell this boss that I am not aggressive type, but use my heart to do the tasks. And he knew very much about it.
But he still can induce me to do more, still with life balance. So he is genius in human management i.e. retail.

New store grand opening - J10 in Singapore

2012-01-12T18:48:00.002+08:00

After day and night work with the team of the new store, finally, today is the grand opening.

一個動人的晚上

2012-01-08T23:59:00.001+08:00

昨晚看了一場令人很投入的演唱會:
歌手是用心去唱及聽自己的歌,用說話用文字去提醒觀眾想起自己的故事,超感動!
歌手叫觀眾放下螢光棒, 開著自己的手機揮動, 變作了滿場的星星, 超美麗!
歌手唱著快歌,全場起立手舞足蹈,超HIGH!!!
就算我不懂她所有歌, 都有著一個動人的晚上, 可能只有張惠妹可以做到...

以前, 覺得這首歌是說分手後應該忘記過去已而, 今天有更多的了解.
在螢光幕中寫著 '人世間好多不告而別的美好,把握當下' 提醒了... 要放下過去,把握現在.
歌者感動了, 最後鏡頭影著男觀眾抺去淚痕, 我想這個畫面相信昨天觀眾席上有太多了.
可能是過去的畫面湧現, 卻捨不得放下的那種感慨...

遇見了你

2011-12-30T23:11:00.001+08:00

遇見了你　讓生命美好我看見繁華的春天愛情如陽光閃耀我給你我的愛
離開了我　你默默低頭我看見往事如雲煙　愛情沉重的憂愁　
那依舊溫暖的笑容啊　那不再提起的永恆　那曾經完整的美夢啊　
此時此刻　你也會遺憾嗎
終於你離開了　帶走我給你的愛帶走我的幸福　飛到了天邊　到另一個世界　
留下我的傷終於你離開了我
愛到最深處不該怨憂　是對自己的承諾只是她　不曾瞭解我可是她　我還愛她終於你離開了　
帶走我給你的愛帶走我的幸福　飛到了天邊到另一個世界　
留下我的傷終於你離開我　帶走我給你的愛帶走我的幸福　飛到了天邊到另一個世界　
留下我的傷終於你離開了我

Review of 2011 and Look forward of 2012

2011-12-28T22:37:00.001+08:00

The first thing came to my mind for 2011 is the Japan study trip in April-May. I am so glad that I made it even I have to face many difficulties.
I think I am quite strong to take care of myself, follow my own pursue with proper planning. At the same time, I am lucky to be able to do what I want as I am single, I am the youngest in the family with good job, package and boss.
Life is full of uncertainty. So I would like to do what I want when I still can do. But after these few months, I also learnt to treasure what I am having. I should not easily give up what I am
having. With my wild will, I may already lose my good job and living here. Life treats me so nice that I can enjoy the short break and resume to the normal, comfortable and peaceful life. However, I am also grateful that I had the passion to change before. Without such passion, I would not be able to learn more in Japanese, know more with Japanese friends, enjoy the food and scenery in the trip.
May be that is the interesting of life. Actually, there is no absolute formula. Things happened at different timing can be good or can be bad. And something seems to be bad may turn out to be good. Something seems to be good may turn out to be bad.
Follow our own desire at that moment and try to have no regret is the most important.

Looking forward of 2012
Full of the rumor to have something bad going to happen in 2012. I may lose something in the next minute. So I need to grab the present second now. To do what I can do, to do what I want to do.
Picking up my piano skills - practise, practise and practise to play the piano pieces that I like fluently after some time!
Improve my Japanese – keep learning and do revision to have simple communication with my dear Japanese friends.
No ambitious plan in work, but enjoy to continue to find efficient ways for the stores to improve.
Enjoy the vocation in Hong Kong and Japan as much and as long as I can.
Dress up and be beautiful – before getting older, I should treasure the chance that I can dress young and beautiful with those fancy clothes that I like and buy before.
Treasure the simple, comfortable and peaceful life when I am still able to enjoy now.

My new digital Piano!!

2011-12-28T16:16:00.005+08:00

Finally, my pinao delivered today.
Started to pracitse the scale, bridal march and Chopin Nocture! Keep repeating and repeating the phrases, in order to play a song smoothly after some time. The music is so nice.
It helps me to spend time, circulate my hand's blood vessels, use my brain, my eyes and claim my emotion.
How could I put down the piano playing so long??? Anyway, now I have to treasure the time and the passion that I have for the piano :)

More impressed trips in the past

2011-12-25T13:46:00.002+08:00

I am so lucky to have so many enjoyable trips to enjoy the scenery, food and time with friends.

Zespri to China :
http://www2.snapfish.com/snapfish/thumbnailshare/AlbumID=29472758/a=23002096_23002096/otsc=SHR/otsi=SALBlink/COBRAND_NAME=snapfish/

Visit Del's family in USA with father:
http://www2.snapfish.com/snapfish/thumbnailshare/AlbumID=24841621/a=23002096_23002096/otsc=SHR/otsi=SALBlink/COBRAND_NAME=snapfish/

Hokaiddo
http://www2.snapfish.com/snapfish/thumbnailshare/AlbumID=38387071/a=23002096_23002096/otsc=SHR/otsi=SALBlink/COBRAND_NAME=snapfish/

Shirahama + Kansai with Almen
http://www2.snapfish.com/snapfish/thumbnailshare/AlbumID=41647829/a=23002096_23002096/otsc=SHR/otsi=SALBlink/COBRAND_NAME=snapfish/

New York
http://www2.snapfish.com/snapfish/thumbnailshare/AlbumID=42737966/a=23002096_23002096/otsc=SHR/otsi=SALBlink/COBRAND_NAME=snapfish/

Winscosin
http://www2.snapfish.com/snapfish/thumbnailshare/AlbumID=42739185/a=23002096_23002096/otsc=SHR/otsi=SALBlink/COBRAND_NAME=snapfish/

Vancouver
http://www2.snapfish.com/snapfish/thumbnailshare/AlbumID=42738425/a=23002096_23002096/otsc=SHR/otsi=SALBlink/COBRAND_NAME=snapfish/

Memory in India

2011-12-25T13:24:00.003+08:00

I believe in you

2011-12-14T22:45:00.000+08:00

Lonely, The path you have chosen
A restless road, No turning back
One day you Will find your light again
Don’t you know Don’t let go, Be strong

Follow your heart, Let your love lead through the darkness
Back to a place you once knew, I believe I believe I believe in you

Celine Dion:
Tout seul ( all alone )
Tu t'en iras tout seul ( you'll go all alone )
Coeur ouvert ( open heart )
A L'univers ( to the universe )
Poursuis ta quête ( continue your search )
Sans regarder derrière (without looking back )
N'attends pas (don't wait )
Que le jour ( the day )
Se leve ( raise )

Suis ton etoile ( I'm your star )
Va jusqu'où ton reve t'emporte ( go where your dream takes you )
Un jour tu le toucheras ( one day you'll find it )
Si tu crois si tu crois si tu crois ( if you believe, if you believe if you believe )
En toi ( in you )
Suis la lumière ( I'm the light )
N'éteins pas la flamme que tu portes ( don't put out the flame you have )
Au fonds de toi souviens-toi ( remember yourself from the bottom of your heart )
Que je crois que je crois que je crois ( I believe I believe I believe )
Que je crois ( I believe )
En toi ( in you )

Follow your dreams , Be yourself an angle of kindness
There’s nothing your can not do
I believe I believe I believe in you
Someday I’ll find you
Someday you’ll find me too
And when I hold you close
I’ll know that it’s true

Deep sleep and peaceful

2011-12-14T20:21:00.004+08:00

Today is off day, when I woke up, it was already 1 :40 afternoon. Oops.... I was nice sleep as it was so deep after waking up at 5:00 am and sleep again. The headache since last weekend has reliefed a little bit.

It is peaceful life in SG... sleeping in a comfortable room, to have private time in a day.

I realized that I should fully treasure and enjoy this simple life here when I am able to.

Now, I start to have peaceful time already after 8:00pm, more time to enjoy the music, internet, Japanese, singing or writing.

My new digital piano in SG

2011-12-07T18:42:00.005+08:00

I have decided to buy a digital piano, so I went to the piano show room again at Bugis on my off day today.
I told my requirement and at once, the staff said that there is X'mas sale now!!!! Original price 985 SGD and now is 839 SGD with additional Casio better pedal that I bought together.
However, the delivery would be a bit late, in about 2 weeks time only.
I browsed the information and I am glad that I picked the white color choice which is so nice from the photo and video!!!!
I am a bit excited about it!

SP-170 is also compact and lightweight while delivering the digital piano in pursuit of the necessary elements of a grand piano piano keyboard, touch and feel rich tone. Simple design, streamlined body and buttons and switches on the panel. And, because it easy to carry, making it ideal for use in live performance.

While a neat panel design, sound and keyboard, stuck firmly to the elements necessary for piano, piano, portable and simple style.
Touch-up the difference in nuance in luxury, in addition to carefully recorded concert grand piano, electric piano and harpsichord, and organ built a total of 10 tones.
New keyboard fidelity acoustic piano touch, Natural Weighted Hammer Action (keyboard NH) is adopted.
Employed to achieve sound speaker system with deep powerful yet compact body.

Reverb and add reverb to the sound and depth, with a chorus add spaciousness to the sound.
Featured touch control keys you can select from three levels of touch sensitivity.
Equipped with two headphone jacks.
Damper switch, comes with a music stand.

The wooden stands
Music stand AC adapter
Switch comes with damper pedal

Listen to the sound now!!!

我們的愛

2011-12-07T12:34:00.001+08:00

回憶裡想起模糊的小時候　雲朵漂浮在藍藍的天空
那時的你說　要跟我手牽手　一起走到時間的盡頭
從此以後我都不敢抬頭看　彷彿我的天空失去了顏色　
從那一天起　我忘記了呼吸　眼淚啊永遠不再　不再哭泣
我們的愛　過了就不再回來　直到現在　我還默默的等待　
我們的愛　我明白　已變成你的負擔　只是永遠　我都放不開　
最後的溫暖　你給的溫暖
不要再問你是否愛我　現在我想要自由天空
遠離開這被綑綁的世界　不再寂寞

說了再見

2011-12-07T12:30:00.002+08:00

天涼了雨下了妳走了
清楚了我愛的遺失了
落葉飄在湖面上睡著了

想要放放不掉淚在飄
妳看看妳看看不到
我假裝過去不重要
卻發現自己辦不到

說了再見才發現再也見不到
我不能就這樣失去妳的微笑
口紅待在桌角而妳我找不到
若角色對調妳說好不好

說了再見才發現再也見不到
能不能就這樣忍著痛淚不掉
說好陪我到老永恆往那裡找
再次擁抱一分一秒都好

妳的笑妳的好腦海裡一直在繞
我的手忘不了妳手的溫度
心碎了一地撿不回從前的心跳
身陷過去我無力逃跑

說再見才發現再也見不到
能不能就這樣忍著痛淚不掉
說好陪我到老永恆往那裡找
再次擁抱一分一秒都好

Enjoyable time in Nov @ HK

2011-12-05T23:01:00.002+08:00

Today, I got flu, so taking half day to just sleep and sleep...
After recovered, taking time to recall the memory of my stay at HK in Nov.

渺小

2011-11-27T17:19:00.000+08:00

趁我未睡　沉迷妄想裡水　我亦可飲醉回味你發的短訊　仿似浪漫詩句
於網絡上　誰人和誰是一對我暫且「好友」自居 就祈求你　留情不將我刪去
快樂　從旁邊日夜陪住你關心你的一切　你説的天際與地模擬常常一起　這是我偷回來的勝利
我盡情投入這　單人戀愛趣味
平凡又渺小的人　應該謙虛習慣藏起感情　不講一句如有外人　不洩眼淚
明知很渺小　心靈多少空虛沒信心可登對　高攀太累還害怕一開口我便失去
掛念　如無邊　寂寞捱下去關心你喜愛誰　我暗中幫你過濾
但我寧願封嘴　愛慕你的人名單結聚我沒留言字句　口密不算有罪
平凡又渺小的人　應該謙虛習慣藏起感情　不講一句如有外人　不洩眼淚
明知很渺小　心靈多少空虛沒信心可登對　高攀太累還害怕一開口我便失去

自愛

2011-11-15T21:02:00.001+08:00

男: 不愛了, 但仍給予關心, 因為惻隱....
(女: 如果可以放手, 誰願互相折磨....)
怎樣....都是傷心...

一開手機怨氣話已驟來　來提我給妳一切的傷害
一關手機這秒已經不在　無人接聽不可叫結局更改
很多種戀愛我亦愛不來　明瞭到斬痛需要些忍耐
很多種戀愛只長出青苔　未累到枯死應要盡快鬆開

為了牽強得到我　妳眼睛已紅了那麼多
但妳面容喜怒　崩潰得雙方都知不妥　說愛都有點錯

妳愛我就不要再問　不需要強忍　不需要再為我去擔心
說愛我就不會是恨　不管那責任　太多猜想猜想到晚上更抖震
怕痛就不要再問　不哭最勇敢　糾纏才會傷身
分開了但始終都掛心　來日我聽到問到妳的新聞　都會吸引

開一屋燈四野沒有別人　從前妳給我的愛已封塵
熄一屋燈我已沒身邊人　誰明我一位都有半份開心
許多知己也會話我好人　而和妳只會一輩子不幸
許多相戀也靠內心親近　為何我花光一切剩了惻隱

用窘迫去鎖緊我　妳怎麼會沒愛也不可
在妳漫長生命　不應該只懂得喜歡我　愛到方法出錯

妳愛我就不要再問　不需要強忍　不需要再為我去擔心
說愛我就不會是恨　不管那責任　太多猜想猜想到晚上更抖震
怕痛就不要再問　不哭最勇敢　糾纏才會傷身
分開了但始終都掛心　來日我聽到問到妳的新聞　仍然會吸引

妳愛我就不要再問　不需要強忍　不需要再為我去歡欣
說愛我就不會是恨　不管那責任　太多猜想猜想到每日煩惱自尋
怕痛就不要再問　不哭最勇敢　只要還有胸襟
分開了但始終都掛心　來日我聽到問到妳的新聞　都會興奮

一開手機愛意話已驟來　來提我心軟不要妳等待
一關手機愛意也許不在　唯求妳懂得怎去自愛　我不需刻意又再避開

Linda Linda.... Linda Linda

2011-11-13T11:51:00.002+08:00

Must keep this Youtube!!!
As he sang my name :)

只怕不再遇上

2011-11-13T11:48:00.002+08:00

I like this lyrics very much.
The live performance is so great even in such simple stage, because of their professional and heart!

隨時隨地與你再遇我對你一樣
柔情常在永遠渴望與你再戀上
默默步入愛路甘心永遠迷路向
心衹恐不再會遇上

出'城'!

2011-11-09T14:34:00.002+08:00

Today, after the free health screening offered by company at Bedok, I went out to downtown side - Bugis to visit the Piano showroom.
Price could be around 600~1000 SGD. I want to buy and practise, but may move or leave... So need more consideration in it!!!
Take the chance to buy something 'seems good' to eat!

分手需要練習的

2011-11-01T22:52:00.002+08:00

'除了工作以外, 所有時間我都用來練習分手...'

逆插玫瑰

2011-10-30T12:24:00.001+08:00

在我指尖可以冒出火百合
然後你會雙眼望見綽綽櫻花
原來即使都是你的花言巧語
但我伸出手照樣接下

是我一生聽過太少好說話
還是根本戀愛大到絕望太難
明明想得很硬接到花便心軟
難道你　能道歉便算嗎

我像所有天真女孩寧願相信有一束玫瑰
誰受了　誰便愛到至死都美麗
我在跟你爭執那時狂得可以逆插起一束玫瑰
沒有花樽可養活約誓
但有荊棘可使我淒厲
仍在想　想一齊　想華貴

若再悉心栽種或會再萌牙
還是根本一夠時間浪漫會殘
為何始終都為百般花事兜轉
難道我　還未領受夠嗎

我像所有天真女孩寧願相信有一束玫瑰
誰受了　誰便愛到至死都美麗
我在跟你爭執過後靜得仿似逆掛的一束玫瑰
沒有花樽可養活約誓
淡到似乾花卻不會逝
仍在等　等絢麗　一世
就算真的等到是愛再萌牙
然後我會不再迷信結果開花

傷愛一生（書信版）

2011-10-27T22:14:00.005+08:00

一行書信, 一行淚....
只有遠離你才是最接近你
你在我生命中的出現, 足夠我回味一生
《蔡鍔與小鳳仙》

周美賢的詞:
花火終散開　田地都取替海玫瑰　縱會枯萎也願栽假使感痛哀　無甚麼不變改還剩我　永遠都不會離開如果我無止境的等與待　不放開還換到每縷青絲變白　我只敢說活該從無止境的傷與害　喜變哀其實我看痛苦只當塵埃　以我一生證實愛多少的碎心　年月中等呀等捱下去　各有苦果與前因酒醒天已昏　如夢死的醉生誰又叫　我愛這一個男人　（誰讓我　要這麼一往情深）如果我無止境的等與待　不放開而命數縱有蒼天注定　會否因我而改從無止境的傷與害　喜變哀來目送你帶走一抹雲彩　我獻出一世情愛

九月帰国することについて

2011-10-19T13:23:00.046+08:00

日本友達と約束があったから、毎月に日本語で作文を書きます。

九月は帰国することについて書いてあります。

九月十五日から二十八日まで日本と香港帰国した。
日本で友達も会いたいし、真実の結婚式も参加するし、四万円ぐらい安い値段の航空券を買えたから、三ヶ月後でまた日本に行く。

九月十四日夜にシンガポールから、香港に着いた。飛行機の時刻を変えで、キャセイは香港空港近くホテルに一泊くれた、無料です。

関西空港に着いた時、十四年前に初めて旅行のtour guideをまた見て話した。

　　

　
今度、優しいVALEちゃんの家で滞在していた、ありがとう。

ゆりちゃんと難波で夜御飯を食べた。焼き鳥を食べたり、いろいろ話したりした。
ゆりは店を自分で開くつもりです、おめでとう。

また、日本に来て友達に会えた、幸せでした、気持ちがとてもよかったです。

十六日にVALEとゆっくり休んだり、話したりした。
VALEの赤ちゃんは十二月に生まれるつもりです。

夜御飯はVALEの御主人はパスタを作ってくれた，美味しかったです、VALEの御主人はホテルCHIEF CHEFですから。
食べて、一緒に歩きました、所が始めて行った、楽しかったら、気持ちがよかったです。
　　

十七日に直子ちゃんと昼御飯を約束があって、難波の丸（０１０１）地下鉄出口に待って会った。ゆう子ちゃんも来て会った、吃驚だった。
沢山寿司もあるし、安しいし、それに美味しかったですから、回転寿司に行って食べた。
ゆう子は鮭が大好きなので、鮭を食べてばかりいた。
紫芋アイスクリームを始めて食べた、美味しかったです。
大学芋も食べた、お腹がいっぱいだった。

　
それから、直子と難波から心斎橋まで歩いてスッカとピアスを買った。
ふ同じのピアスを選んだ、色が違うだけ。

優しい直子と難波に帰って南海駅にベロニカ為に待っていた。四時半ぐらい、ベロニカは着いて会って家に行って荷物を置いた、一緒に難波パークにh－cに会って夜御飯を食べだ。
元気な食べ物放題を選んだ、美味しかったです。
学校に会って友達になってまた会えていろいろ話して嬉しかったです。
一番美味しいカーキ店をお勧め意があるだけと、九時に閉まりますから、食べられなかった，残念だった。
家に歩きながら、もっと話しました。

遅いだけと、高知に行きますから、荷物をまとめなければなりませんでした。

十八日九時にゆう子に会った、レいチェルは遅れって心配した、皆はレいチェルの顔を見ることがないですから。二十分後で着いた、中谷さんは八人に車で高知まで送ってもらった。六時間くらいかかりますから、大変ですね。

７plusホテルに滞在します。Veronica was just next door、便利だった!

皆は六時にカリンと真実に会って居酒屋に行った、高知の有名な魚を食べた。

よこさんは前に六本木に会ったことがあります、また会えてもっと話した、楽しかったです。
真実ちゃんはとても綺麗です。
皆は真実にプレゼントをあげた。私は真実にスカプクを作ってあげた。

それで、カラオケへ行って歌を練習しました。皆は二回パテー中、中国語と広東語を歌ってあげてすから。

十九日は真実の結婚式です。
九時からホテルで待って沢山友達が来た。

十一時ぐらいに結婚式が始めます。中と真実一緒に入ったとき、皆が泣いた、
真実はとても綺麗だった。結婚服が大好き。

結婚式中、心から、私は真実に‘From this　moment on’を歌ってあげた、。

二回パテーを参加した。歌ったり、踊ったりした、楽しかったです。

二十日にカリンと真実とペロニカ高知に遊んだ。
台風なのて、内所へ行った、いいレストランで食べた、カーレラスセとと豆腐BURGERセとと日本料理とデサーとを食べた、とても美味しかった、また食べたい。

９００円高級緑茶を始めて飲んだ、緑茶の製品が好き。

牧野美術館へ行った、楽しかったです。

　

高知弁：私たちは‘かれちょう’＝relaxing！！！！写真から見えるね。
カリンと真実は本当に疲れた、ごめね。
夜バスに乗る前に、温泉へ行って、せいさんのLog houseへ早く行った。

二十一日朝六時半ぐらい難波に着いて、VALEの家へ帰ってちょっと休みた。
少しショッピングして一風堂ラーメへ行って食べた。一風堂しかが好きないです。荷物を取ってペロニカを南海駅まで送ってあげた。

それから、梅田へしショッピングするに行った。Vie De France Café でパンと大好きなBanana Sesame Soya milk を食べた。大丸で姉が好きなAGNES B バッグと私だめに素敵なブーツを買って、とても好きなアクセサリーと服いっぱいも買って、嬉しかった。

　

二十二日、地下鉄パスを使えて、また梅田へ一番好きなパン屋CASCADEに行った、此処でゆっくり食べた。柚子紅茶を始めて飲んで大好きだった。

昼ごはんは春駒寿司店で食べた、安いし、美味しかったですね。全部一番好きな寿司を注文した、お勘定は２２００円。　

心斎橋で３ＣＯＩＮＳ店の品物も安いし、役に立つし、それから、沢山を買った。HARA DONUT かぽっちゃアスクリムがとても好きだから、持ち帰った。

夜御飯はみきちゃんの家に皆に会って食べた。また、とも、慶介，みき、大吾、裕美に会って嬉しかった。DOMINOのピザを食べたり、みきと大吾の結婚写真を見たりした。

裕美は絵を見せてくれた、裕美は絵が上手ですね。とても好きなので、絵の写真を撮ってFACEBOOKで張るつもりですから。

　

ピアノがあってみきは弾いてくれた、とても上手ですね。シンガポールでピアノを買ったら、練習して上手になりたい。

みき、大吾と裕美は駅まで送ってくれた。　色々ありがとう。

二十三日、午後香港へ帰るの日。
VALE とちょっと買え物して一緒にBAGEL & BAGEL で昼ごはんを食べて、荷物を取って南海駅へ行った、悲しかったなあ…

二十四日、香港で友達の赤ちゃんに見に行った。私たちはMINNA NO TABOが好きだから、誕生日ピレセンとをくれた。
SiuMai（食べ物）が好きなので、友達は作ってくれた。

午後、一番友達Murielの家へBBQしに行った。Murielの御主人は料理が上手だった。

二十五日、元中学生に会って、Dim Sumを食べたり、話したりした。

夜御飯はWellcome同僚と御家族に会って食べた。子供がいつも可愛いですね。

He was so devoted to the kiss! これ写真が好きだった。

時間は早いですね、香港の滞在も終わった、二十八日午後飛行機でシンガポールへ帰った。
いつも、また、皆に会うのことが楽しみしています。

倪安東

2011-10-16T21:50:00.001+08:00

充滿感情的歌聲

放了自己

2011-10-16T21:18:00.013+08:00

生活中一定會有一個時候，碰到一個怎麼樣都走不出來的難關，大部分的人都喜歡逞強，在別人面前強顏歡笑，回到家默默的自己承受一切，其實我們身邊都有很多小小的幸福和快樂在等著我們發現，等著我們放下痛苦然後擁抱它。希望這首歌，可以帶給每個失意的人力量。這支MV帶我們重回夢想啟動的那一個晚上。

有一種尖銳在心裡擱淺寂寞時特別強烈呼吸刺痛糾結
有一些笑臉公式化出現計算出快樂假面是痊癒還是上了麻醉
放了自己放了回憶放了世界不過如此而已多少慶幸多少風景在放了之後才清晰
放了自己放了回憶放了那配不上妳的傷心你該詮釋的不再是悲劇主角的殘影而是新的自己
你有過期待也有過等待滿腔熱血只無奈現實報廢浪漫
人群中進行孤單時複習你的堅強很爭氣只是怎麼學不會忘記
放了自己放了回憶放了世界不過如此而已多少慶幸多少風景在放了之後才清晰
放了自己放了回憶放了那配不上妳的傷心你該詮釋的不再是悲劇主角的殘影而是新的自己
放了自己放了回憶放了世界不過如此而已多少慶幸多少風景在放了之後才清晰
放了自己放了回憶放了那配不上妳的傷心你該詮釋的不再是悲劇主角的殘影而是新的自己
當那幸福的號誌又一如往常的亮起笑著放了自己

Quaterly Meeting of Giant - Oct 2011

2011-10-09T12:17:00.005+08:00

This quaterly meeting is mainly to share the X'mas focus in coming Dec. The products are quite attractive that seduce me to shop something there for my friends before going back to HK!
Giant team is so passionate in team work and performance!!!
Norman really looks like a Santa Clause :)

Meet again after 13 years

2011-10-09T11:52:00.003+08:00

I always feel amazing about the arrangement of life in knowing people and become friends among billions of people in the world. Sometimes, very close friends with someone, sometimes, little further away, sometimes can meet often, sometimes, meet occasionally or no more chance.

In the photos, he is not my friend, but a tour guide in 1998. My first overseas trip to Tokyo with my sister.
13 years later, I met him in the HK airport with the same flight with me to Kansai airport as he was having a tour to Japan.
I remembered him, because at that time, I always said he looked like Jacky Cheung early stage, and he was a great tour guide also. He was very helpful and had sense of humour throughout the tour!!!
It is so amazing to meet him again, so I talked to him to tell him that! And I took photo for my sister to see!!! Hahaha... He did not change much, but dyed his hair. Still has good skin that I hope I could have one day!!!

不化妝的輕鬆

2011-10-09T09:40:00.003+08:00

不化妝,不需落妝, 甚至洗臉有時也只用清水... 對於我這懶人, 實在感到輕鬆!!! 還可以慳錢, 減少要買的化妝, 護膚 :p
不過, 希望可以真正有好的皮膚去不需落妝吧!!

長い間

2011-10-08T21:26:00.006+08:00

長(なが)い間(あいだ)待(ま)たせてごめん　また急(きゅ)に仕事(しごと)が入（い）つた
いつも一緒（いっしょ）にいられなくて　淋（さび）しい思（おも）いなさせたね

逢（あい）えないとき　受話器（じゅわき）からきこえる
君（きみ）の聲（こえ）がかすれてる
久（ひさ）しぶりに逢（あい）つだ時（とき）の　君（きみ）の笑顏（えがお）が胸（むね）なさらつていと

氣（き）づいたのあなたがこんなに　胸（むね）の中（なか）にいること
愛(あい)してる　まさかねそんな事言（ことい）えない

あなたのその言葉(ことば)だけを信(しん)じて　今日(きょう)まで待(ま)つていた私笑顏（わたしえがお)だけは　忘(わす)れないように　あなたの側(がわ)にいたいから

笑(わら)つてるあなたの側(がわ)では　素直(すなお)になれるの
愛（あい）してる　でもまさかねそんな事言（ことい）えない

% 氣（き）づいたのあなたがこんなに　胸（むね）の中（なか）にいること
愛（あい）してる　まさかねそんな事言（ことい）えない
笑(わら)つてるあなたの側(がわ)では　素直(すなお)になれるの
愛（あい）してる　でもまさかねそんな事言（ことい）えない

對不起漫長的日子裡我一直讓你等待
應接不暇的工作一件件不斷總是不能好好地陪在你身邊一定讓你覺得很寂寞吧
在不能相見的日子裡從電話那頭傳來的你的聲音是這樣哽咽沙啞
而隔了這麼久再見到你你的笑依舊讓我不能自己
我才發現你是這樣地佔據著我的心愛著你
但我竟然連這短短一句都說不出來
我一直相信著你說的那句諾言不停地等到了今天不願忘記了
你那張燦爛的笑臉只想一直待在你的身邊
在微笑著的你的身旁總能令我自在坦然
我愛你但卻竟然連這短短一句都說不出來
我才發現你是這樣地佔據著我的心愛著你
但我竟然連這短短一句都說不出來
在微笑著的你的身旁總能令我自在坦然我愛你
但卻竟然連這短短一句都說不出來

ひとつぶの涙 (一滴眼淚)

2011-10-08T21:22:00.003+08:00

なみだなにつた　　　　　　お
ひとつぶの涙は何を伝えようとして　こぼれ落ちたの

ことば　　　　　　　　　かん　　　　　しん
言葉じゃなくたってハートで感じられると　信じていたのに

なが　　　　　　まどべ　　　い　　　　　　　　　　　す　　こと
眺めのいいあの窓辺　何も言わなくても　あなたが好きな事

ぜんぶし
全部知ってたつもりでいたんだ

ひるまほしみ　　　　　　　　　　　ひ
昼間の星を見つけたよ　あなたを見つけた日も

おな　　　うれ　　　　　　いま　　とくべつ
同じくらい嬉しかったんだ　今までよりも特別なのに

　　　　　じょうず　　　わたし　あした　と　　とり
さよならを上手に言えない私は　明日へ飛べない鳥

すこ　　ゆうき　も
少しでも勇気を持つ事できたら＿ほんの少しだけでも＿

　　　　かげにお　　おも　でいっしょひごとうす
あなたの影や匂いは　思い出と一緒に日毎薄れてく

か　　　　　　　いた　　き
抱かれたうでの痛みは消えないけど

ね　　　　　　　て　ひ　　みずいろそらみあ
寝ボケたあなたの手を引いて　水色の空見上げた

　　　なら　　　ゆび　　　ころもど
ふたつ並んだ星指さした　あの頃に戻れないかな＿

ひとつぶの涙は何を伝えようとしてこぼれ落ちたの

言葉じゃなくたってハートで感じられると信じていたのに

さよならを上手に言えない私は　明日へ飛べない鳥

少しでも勇気を持つ事できたら＿ほんの少しだけでも

一滴眼淚好像要傳達什麼意念似的流下
我一直相信這是無法言喻　而是要用心感受的
在視野良好的窗邊　就算什麼都不說
對你所喜歡的事情　我也全部都了解
我發現了白天的星星　和我發現你的那天一樣
同樣的讓我高興　比起至今的任何一件事都要來得特別
無法好好的將「再見」說出口的我　是無法飛向明天的鳥兒
如果我能有一點點勇氣的話…　真的只要有一點點
你的影子和氣味　和回憶一起逐日變得淡薄
被擁抱手臂的傷痛　至今還未消失
拉著睡眼惺忪的你的手　仰望著水藍色的天空
遙指著兩顆並排在一起的星星　是否已無法再回到從前了呢？
一滴眼淚好像要傳達什麼意念似的流下
我一直相信這是無法言喻　而是要用心感受的
無法好好的將「再見」說出口的我　是無法飛向明天的鳥兒
如果我能有一點點勇氣的話...

不化妝便上班了

2011-10-06T21:47:00.005+08:00

不化妝便上班了!!!
不化妝, 不是皮膚轉好了, 而是皮膚被ACNE 及敏感影響, 要治療, 不可化妝... 雖然嚇人,亦只可豁出去, 帶著醜陋的臉上班 :(

Acne and then allergic

2011-10-03T22:10:00.002+08:00

My face is facing disaster!!
First with the serious acne problem, in order to cure this, strong cream given by doctor has applied wrongly. Then, my face become allergic and have big big red flush area.
Tried different ways to hide it e.g. wearing mask, using bandage cover, except applying any makeup. Any of the way, my face is scaring others!!
Hope both acne and allergic problem would get cure as soon as possible....

Another relaxing and important trip to homes

2011-10-03T21:55:00.003+08:00

After 3 months ( actually it was long enough for me), I am so lucky that I can be back to homes again.
One important purpose is to join Mami's wedding. I am so glad that I can witness her starting of happiness moment, and also present a song to her as a gift from my bottom of my heart.
Really grateful to her arrangement for our stay and even spend whole day together with Karin to bring Veronica and I around, though they are super super tired.
Through this chance, I am able to catch up with good friends made in my Japanese study trip. Especially thank you to Vale to home host me and Veronica.
I know it is unfair to just give 5 days to HK, while 9 days in JP. Again, luckily, I am able to catch up with some gatherings.
All the gatherings at homes are simple, but felt so warm and comfortable with good friends around.
As everybody can be busy, I appreciate all of my friend's time to spend with me.
Please enjoy the photos and the description

還有眼淚就好愛人原諒

2011-10-01T00:32:00.016+08:00

如果我能忍住不哭，假裝我什麼也不知道
你會不會停留，直到我能用力微笑
如果我不期待擁抱，好讓你放心走得輕巧
你能不能回頭，勉為其難對我安慰，不要自找煩惱

難道愛情虛有其表，還是太認真才輸掉
想不開就不想，得不到就不要
誰說分手不曾預料，只有走到盲點就好，
不要天荒地老，只有哭到睡著。

如果我不期望回報，承認感情從來沒公道
你會不會後悔，你把我拋棄得太早，
如果我縱容你選擇，還為你幸福大聲裨禱，
你會不會聽到我在內心曾經求饒
不要太快逃跑。

難道愛情虛有其表，還是太認真才輸掉
想不開就不想，得不到就不要
誰說分手不曾預料，只有走到盲點就好，
不要天荒地老，只有哭到睡著。
晚了，變了。

很多道理我都知道，流完眼水就能做到
想不開就不想，得不到就不要
誰說分手不曾預料，只要好來好去就好。
不要哭得太早，否則怎麼睡著，
只要還有眼淚就好

看著你來隨背影掩蓋
我沒法不愛
我是行李你是遊客
笑著來要笑著離開
背後有床不需有愛
睡醒不怕另有將來
如早知道夏季不再來
斜陽垂下了薔薇仍是會開

只怪我一心愛人
忘掉隨手撫摸得到的傷痕
壞了千萬盞燈
燒光每段眼神
只發現和你衣不稱身
對不起我不過為愛人
從未曾天真得相信永生
曾共你一起即使毫無好處
起碼能回味那邊臉被吻
（難共你一起即使毫無希冀
起碼能期待這邊臉被吻）

近在眼前時間剛剛好
去讓你知道
見面愉快告別難過
我仍然會笑祈禱
有沒有誰心中有數
怎麼雙眼尚有濕度

明天將會更好的信徒
如害怕煩惱
為何期望太高

原諒把你帶走的雨天　在突然醒來的黑夜　發現我終於沒有再流淚　
原諒被你帶走的永遠　時鐘就快要走到明天　痛會隨著時間好一點
那些日子你會不會捨不得　思念就像關不緊的門　
空氣裡有幸福的灰塵否則為何閉上眼睛的時候　那麼疼
誰都別說　讓我一個人躲一躲　你的承諾　我竟沒懷疑過
反反覆覆　要不是當初的溫柔　畢竟是我愛的人　我能夠怪你什麼
原諒把你帶走的雨天　在漸漸模糊的窗前　每個人最後都要說再見　
原諒被你帶走的永遠　微笑著容易過一天　也許是我已經老了一點
那些日子你會不會捨不得　思念就像關不緊的門　
空氣裡有幸福的灰塵否則為何閉上眼睛的時候　又全都想起了
誰都別說　讓我一個人躲一躲　你的承諾　我竟然沒懷疑過反反覆覆　
要不是當初深深深愛過　我試著恨你　卻想起你的笑容

First Birthday in SG

2011-09-13T22:06:00.005+08:00

Today is my birthday.
In the past three years, I took holiday to get out of SG around my birthday. This year, as I have to get my leave to cover my friend's wedding in JP and also stop over Hong Kong, I will start my leave only from 15 Sept, but I will fly on 14 Sept night.
Thus, today I have to work. Luckily, no harsh time, though the sales and shrinkage is not good recently. My boss remembered and called me to say 'Happy Birthday', only doubted store shrinkage in e-mail. Anyway, they are just work tasks to follow up.
Actually, in any places, I have no intention to celebrate, just want to peacefully pass the day, or everyday. However, I found better restaurant for lunch, kind of treat to myself. Something special, but not really delicious for the pafrait and sushi rolls.

Yesterday was Mid Autumn Festival. Suddenly got moon cakes from big boss, so a kind of celebration, otherwise....

Simon is coming to join Shop and Save in SG in Oct.
Magic between people...some people may never see each other, some people may come together after some time.

火鳥

2011-09-13T21:58:00.003+08:00

林夕的詞... 又是領悟人生的時候
可是...知道了明白了...改不了...

掃去記憶裡的鴻毛逃離未蒸發的薄霧
放棄跳不了那場圓舞遺忘是過程沒壞與好
過去給拋進熔岩的心灰飛了浮塵沒帶來天動地搖
近鏡的一切化為長鏡閉目然後微笑

從頭細數命運由甚麼鑄成
心境每秒在註釋生命
密雲外還有清空
眼淚哪可遮掩眼睛
沒有光末路憑目光照明
火花擦碎後更加豐盛
天國近才會記得不死本領
你也痛醒請做証

太固執所以也痛苦得很可愛從前樂意地死去活來
我縱使可以燃燒下去誰來為那場趣劇致哀

曾經盲目到望晚空等黃昏
麻木到願發生的蠢事持續發生
床前無明燈提示每日重新做人
我不變怎改變一個人
如像火鳥在洪爐內花瓣在懸崖上躍下才可再生

從頭細數命運由甚麼鑄成
心境每秒在註釋生命
密雲曾蒙閉給沾濕的眼睛
認定雨天找不到星
沒有光末路憑目光照明
火花擦碎後更加豐盛
天國近才會記得不死本領
誰曾忘掉這種悟性

今天火鳥在洪爐外飛舞在懸崖上看雲裡有星

Chinese medicines in SG (II)

2011-09-06T20:45:00.004+08:00

My acne problem seems getting worse, so I decided to resume consulting the Chinese doctor.
Spending 270 SGD ( 1800 HKD), I got Chinese medicines for one month period.
After checking my pulse and health history, he said I am very very weak in organ's function, especially bad in digestion and detoxination, thus the toxin remains in blood to create my acne and water retain problem.
He advised me not to take meat, fruit, chocolate, nuts and biscuits.
I asked him if it is good to take herb tea, he replied hot water is my best ' herb tea'!!!!
I will try to follow his advice, otherwise, I should not consult him. See... my lunch in food court in the photo!!!! All vegetables!!!
In fact, these advice is kind of common sense, however, if we don't need to 'pay', we will not listen or do.
As we 'pay' and have the intention to solve problem, I have to follow the methods and stick to it. Otherwise, I wasted my money and time to consult him.

Sometimes, we really need good reason to support ourselves to do something good that we don't used to do.

Jacky Cheung 1/2 Century Concert Tour in SG

2011-08-30T14:07:00.006+08:00

Finally, Jacky came to SG to have the 1/2 Century Concert Tour!! I had been waiting for it for long time.
Due to the Japan study trip, I missed the chance to enjoy his show in Hong Kong. So I must make sure I can enjoy it in SG!!!
When I know that his concert is sponsored by Giant, I consulted the Marketing manager, Linda Pan at that time before I left the company. She said no VIP seat and no back stage photo taking. That I understand which is not possible. Free ticket was still not sure. So I bought a ticket by myself. It is expensive. The 'peak' seat costs 98 SGD which is about 640 HKD already!!!
My South African boss, Norman knew that Jacky Cheung is my favourite singer. He said he would get a ticket for me!!! I am happy about that, but he is not the one to control the free ticket issue. Luckily, he finally got one ticket for me. so I enjoy 26 Aug (1st) and 28 Aug (3rd) concert of Jacky's tour in SG.

On 26 Aug, Almen also got 2 free tickets from the company. But we sat separtely. I was near the music panel, facing front to the stage, but it is far from the stage of course.
Sharon gave me lights to wave during the show! I shouted loud also!!! So enjoyable!!
It started at 8:15 and ended at 11:30. He did not talk much to get more time to sing! He is struggling to talk in Cantonese or Mandarin... haha...
It started with a muscial story with video.
It is a glass stage which makes a lot of change during the show.
His custom is grand and sparkling.
The laser effect is nice which is even more enjoyable when sitting at the 'peak' seat on 28 Aug.
There are some songs different on 26 and 28 Aug.
All the songs, dancing, vedio, music, carton, the rundown was so good. I love it very much!
The song that I was moved the most on 26 Aug is '我等到花兒也謝了', the 28 Aug night is' 如果愛'...
Only one pity is that I cannot see him in SG as if in HK, to wait and shake hands with him after the show outside the HK stadium in the past. I miss you very much!!! Thank you for the show.

One understanding/ reminder from this simple experience. Longing to enjoy the show, I finally enjoyed. Time running very fast during the show. I don't want the show to end, but it would end... The show finally finished and it is part of memory. Every good thing and even bad thing in the world is like that... It pass, but it remains in memory, no matter you like it or not.

A Thai friend from New Zealand

2011-08-21T11:23:00.010+08:00

This is Gail from Thai, but have been living in New Zealand for 9 years with husband.
I knew her in a occasion at Thailand airport when I had transit flight there about 4 years ago. I gave her easy favour to share a luggage trolley during our transit time. We kept contact occasionally online, but never expect to see each other again. This is the special chance for us as she has transit time in SG in her way going to Thailand.

I always feel amazing about the arrangement of life in knowing people and become friends among billions of people in the world. Sometimes, very close friends with someone, sometimes, little further away, sometimes can meet often, sometimes, meet occasionally or no more chance.

We went to famous hawker centre in Serangoon when I never visit before as I think every hawker centre is the same. However, it is a good chance for me to visit with friend.
Like I said, the food over there are similar to other hawker centre, but I think the taste is relatively better than other especially the Rojak!

She has brought me chocolates. I was tempted by the triangular one. There is lavender chocolate in it. I like lavender very much! But it is the first time I tasted lavender chocolate. The flavor stayed in my month for some time.... so nice!!! Thank you :)

Change in Work!

2011-08-20T16:02:00.002+08:00

Today, my boss (Norman) promoted to look over Shop and Save as well. Vincent will support him to look after Giant, but report to Norman. I am pleased that Norman asked me to come over to SNS to help him. At once, I agreed. So I will still directly report to him in the future and continue to learn from him of his management.
A lot of hard work, projects would be coming for sure, however, the quality and profit of the work is rewarding when directed by him and he is always there to guide and support.

好的事情

2011-07-31T22:44:00.003+08:00

如果想著好的事情, 好的事情便會發生就好了...

休息是為了走更長的路
你就是我的旅途
都是因為你我一直漫步

想要跟你一起走到最後
但我遺失了地圖
誰給誰束縛誰比誰辛苦
愛到深處才會領悟

好的事情最後雖然結束
感動十分就有十分滿足
謝謝你是你陪我走過那些路
痛是以後無法再給你幸福

好的事情也許能夠重複
感動時分就算紛紛模糊
不要哭至少你和我記得很清楚
愛是為彼此祝福

想要跟你一起走到最後
但我遺失了地圖
誰給誰束縛誰比誰辛苦
愛到深處才會領悟

好的事情最後雖然結束
感動十分就有十分滿足
謝謝你是你陪我走過那些路
痛是以後無法再給你幸福

好的事情也許能夠重複
感動時分就算紛紛模糊
不要哭至少你和我記得很清楚
愛是為彼此祝福

不要哭至少你和我記得很清楚
愛是為彼此祝福

我最親愛的

2011-07-30T13:27:00.002+08:00

很想知道你近況　
我聽人説還不如你對我講　
經過那段遺憾　
請你放心　我變得更加堅強　
世界不管怎樣荒涼　
愛過你就不怕孤單　

我最親愛的　你過的怎麼樣　
沒我的日子　你別來無恙　
依然親愛的　我沒讓你失望　
讓我親一親　像過去一樣　

我想你一定喜歡　
現在的我學會了你最愛的開朗　
想起你的模樣　
有什麼錯　
還不能夠被原諒　
世界不管怎樣荒涼　
愛過你就不怕孤單　

我最親愛的　你過的怎麼樣　
沒我的日子　你別來無恙　
依然親愛的　我沒讓你失望　
讓我親一親　像朋友一樣　

雖然離開了你的時間　
比一起還漫長　
我們總能補償　
因為中間空白的時光　
如果還能分享　
也是一種浪漫　
關係雖然不再一樣　
關心卻怎麼能說斷就斷　

我最親愛的　你過的怎麼樣　
沒我的日子　你別來無恙　
依然親愛的　我沒讓你失望　
讓我親一親　像親人一樣　

我最親愛的　你過的怎麼樣　
沒我的日子　你別來無恙　
依然親愛的　我沒讓你失望　
讓我親一親　像過去一樣

Quaterly Meeting of Giant

2011-07-27T22:50:00.003+08:00

Today, it was the Quaterly Meeting of Giant which included team games, presentation from outsiders.
Early morning, the team of Pioneer Mall which I was grouped in gathered and had breakfast at McDonald.
My boss has a big tummy as pregnant HR manager! Such interesting photo!
Our team got the 3rd prize after all. All the teams are so strong and have the passion to win. So I was surprised about the result, of course, we did well in some aspects.

希望

2011-07-26T22:44:00.007+08:00

老狼> 感情難免會碰到困難
過程難免有一些傷感
過後想來才會盪氣迴腸
出口的路不一定平坦
白日的天不一定晴朗
淚水就是浮起來的力量
受過挫敗
才能成為一條好漢
一聲不吭
告訴世界你有　多堅強
總有一些人為你帶來希望
總有一些事讓你心頭一暖
就是這團火　就是這點光
讓你忘了黎明之前的黑暗
總有一個人值得你去盼望
別讓一直守候你的人失望
往事留心中　當下放兩旁
眼睛向前看
狼原來前路總會不平坦
原來白天也會有晦暗
眼淚流過了才能有力量
受過挫敗
才能成為一條好漢
一聲不吭
告訴世界我有　多堅強
總有一些人為我帶來希望
總有一些事讓我心頭一暖
就是這團火　就是這點光
讓我忘了黎明之前的黑暗
總有一個人值得我去盼望
別讓一直守候我的人失望
往事留心中　當下放兩旁
眼睛向前看

尊嚴

2011-07-25T23:32:00.003+08:00

活在過去　成為負累
站在前面不知這個是誰
沒力佔據　事實已失去
為何想緊握已潑出的水
縱對世界繼續狂號　都找不到去路
去到淚水已告盡耗　也許鬆手釋放你
笑著結束雙方都更加好

站在真相面前無常人的尊嚴
我妄想可補救其實極幼稚
明明早改變是我不知羞恥
還望勸服你是意氣一時

就在這秒奪回曾遺忘的尊嚴
勉強再乞討你還是沒意義
仍然感激你　贈我這一個故事
才明白別去的人　無名字

閉上兩眼繼續迴避　彼此諸多顧忌
愧對自己勉強著你　也許鬆手釋放我
笑著結束可加速我心死

站在真相面前無常人的尊嚴
我妄想可補救其實極幼稚
明明早改變是我不知羞恥
還望勸服你是意氣一時

就在這秒奪回曾遺忘的尊嚴
勉強再乞討你還是沒意義
仍然感激你　贈我這一個故事
才明白活過的人　遺留憾事

就在這秒奪回曾遺忘的尊嚴
勉強去乞討你還是沒意義
仍然感激你　贈我最痛日子
無情地贈我傷痕　長留在此

Even After Ten Years

2011-07-20T23:47:00.001+08:00

If you love me

2011-07-20T23:46:00.001+08:00

我們都傻

2011-07-19T23:58:00.009+08:00

如果可以留在過去我寧願沒有未來...

計算著為你流下了多少眼淚
就代表又對我的心撒了多少謊
但每次我都選擇選擇相信
相信你是愛我的

倔強的以為我真的能改變妳
看妳裝無辜的眼神我很窒息
難道妳沒有看見看見我對妳的好
還是妳忘了那些數不清的愛情軌跡

你說我傻傻在愛上只懂愛自己的人
我說你傻傻在愛她你的眼睛騙不了人
我們都傻傻在為一段沒有未來的愛情付出
還在期待會有奇蹟出現

你說我傻傻在愛上沒有感情的分身
我說你傻傻在愛她就固執的奮不顧身
我們都傻傻在寧願被犧牲也不願放棄天真
還在期待會有奇蹟出現

都什麼時候了

2011-07-19T23:17:00.001+08:00

一首完全內心戲的歌曲，林夕略帶神經質的反覆情緒歌詞，將感情崩壞後表面歸於平靜但實則暗濤洶湧的情感矛盾刻劃得躍然紙上，而阿妹由平靜低吟唱到如崩潰般高音，起伏的情緒更令人心疼不已。

這都什麼時候了　怎麼一點都不餓
別人在吃喝玩樂　那我又該等待什麼?
電話關了　沒一個想接的
你會找我?　不會了
不想了　沒任何人要等
也沒有　什麼事想發生
也無所謂　怕不怕　寂不寂寞
該怎麼就怎麼

好像忘了捨得捨不得　假的真的為你
值不值得　算了
如果快樂都捨得我不值得　我不值得快樂

這是什麼日子呢　勉強出去幹甚麼
熱鬧是屬於他們的而我只屬於自己了
看電影免了喝咖啡夠了我去了又如何?
不知道想要什麼只知道什麼也不想做
誰跟我說　笑一個　一個　然後呢?
好像忘了開心不開心　假的真的為你
曾經為你　快樂　所以就不快樂
值不值得　值不值得

不值得哭　不值得哭　誰要看我哭
你曾經讓我變得不孤獨也是你讓我更孤獨
所以真的假的我還這樣我還這樣對你在乎
沒有何苦不何苦　我開心因為我好像

忘了開心不開心　假的真的為你
曾經為你快樂　所以就不快樂
值不值得　值不值得
不值得
捨得　為你　不快樂
值不值得　還值不值得

Thinking of getting a piano in SG

2011-07-19T20:58:00.004+08:00

'Kawai' Digital piano without pedal and keyboard cover costs 1900 SGD.
'Kawai' Digital piano with pedal and keyboard cover costs 3100 SGD.
Traditional Upright piano costs 6800 SGD.
Rent a piano costs 150 SGD per month. After renting more than 6 months, a special price will be given for buying that piano.
Ummm... which plan I should take for getting a piano to play in Singapore??
P.S. : Now the exchange rate is 1 SGD = 6.3 HKD

Johor trip - mission is to give name cards

2011-07-13T18:47:00.002+08:00

My boss always positive and energetic to drive us to change the unfavourable situation that we are having.
On-going, we are having high vacancy in Singapore Giant and we cannot rely on HR only. So we are instructed to go to Malaysia to give name cards in those retailers.
We went to Tesco, Caurfour, Wet market as well as Giant. Not much workers, but at least, leave a chance in it.
P.S. Updated the photos in the album of SG life.

送給那些經常笑，但不經常開心的

2011-07-10T11:44:00.001+08:00

總有一些人，他們看上去整天都很開心，沒有煩惱，像個小孩，好多人都會羨慕他們，但其實不是這樣的。他們不想讓別人看到自己難過的一面，更沒有能力一個人獨處，因為當夜深人靜的時候，他不知道一個人會發生什麽事，坐在窗前冥想走過的點滴。

他們貌似很堅強，因為在別人看來，他們什麽事都能微笑著去面對，但事實上他們長著世界上最脆弱的心靈，只是長期的偽裝使得別人很難發現他們內心深處的創傷。

他們只想簡簡單單、快快樂樂的活著，期待並且相信每個人給的笑容都是真心的，希望身邊的人都是真正的喜歡自己。即使別人小小的意見，也會另他們難過好久，他們真的真的很介意，介意自己不被人喜歡。因為，他們總是為別人想的很多，對別人總是比對自己好；把能對喜歡的人好當做幸福，喜歡別人比喜歡自己多。

他們總是那樣，前一秒還傷心的流著淚，後一秒出現在朋友面前的時候，已經滿臉溢著燦爛的笑容。有人說她們是向日葵，是的，他們在意的人就像是太陽，在面對太陽的時候永遠是明艷的花瓣，而太陽照不到的背面，那悲傷藏得那麽好，不願被看見。

他們向往放縱自由的生活，卻必須為了誰很努力的朝另外的一個方向活著，很累很累，卻仍是心甘情願。離自己的夢境越來越來遠，不得不面對從未想過的爭奪和復雜，恐慌、不知所措。只有面對最信賴的人時，才會卸下盔甲，委屈的流下眼淚。因為在他們心裏，笑就是開心，哭就是難過，接近就是喜歡，遠離就是討厭。但其實不是，他們明白了，心好傷，眼淚就沒忍住。哭過之後，笑笑得擦幹眼淚，說，沒關系，我可以做的很好的。

他們好像無所不能，好像總是不會有煩惱，好像什麽問題都能輕而易舉的解決，總是喜歡喜歡出現在流淚的人面前，笑嘻嘻的逗著笑。而面對自己的問題，他們卻茫然無措，面對自己的悲傷，他們只會躲在人們看不見的角落裏慢慢由傷口越裂越大。

他們的想法非常簡單，說出來的就是心裏所想的，肚子裏不會拐七道八道的小彎，無心的話可能會引起別人的誤解。所以，請別記恨她們，他們從不願傷害誰，小小的錯誤就能讓他們懊悔很久。
他們其實非常單純，甚至你曾經給了他一個微笑她也會一輩子記得你的好，因此他們的世界觀其實也很簡單，他們很容易受蠱惑，請不要輕易的傷害他們的感情，因為一旦傷害了，那就將永遠彌補不回來！如果你身邊有這種人請你給予他（她）那怕是鳳毛麟角的那點關懷，讓他（她）知道這個世界沒有拋棄他們......

話很短，但心很痛

2011-07-10T11:38:00.001+08:00

1.等待你的關心..等到我關上了心
2.走完同一條街..回到兩個世界
3.想你的時後有些幸福..幸福得有些難過
4.你是我猜不到的不知所措..我是你不想要的無關痛養
5.所謂最難忘的.就是從來不曾想起.卻永遠也無法忘記
6.誰把誰當真.誰為誰心疼.誰又把誰的真心不珍惜
7.多謝你的絕情.讓我學會死心
8.當眼淚流下來.才知道.分開也是一種明白和學習
9.我真的愛你!閉上眼.以為我能忘記.但流下的眼淚.卻騙不了自己.
10.有時.愛是種傷害.殘忍的人選擇傷害別人!善良的人選擇傷害自己!!
11.人生最遺憾的.莫過於~輕易地放棄了不該放棄的~固執地堅持了不該堅持的~等待地不該等待的
12.臉上的快樂~別人看得到.心裡的痛又有誰能感受得到
13.不要輕易說愛~許下的承諾就是欠下的債~
14.不是不死心~~~是死不了心
15.痛到不再覺得痛的時候~~剩下的只有一顆{冰冷~冷漠的心}
16.真心離傷心最近.因為付出了真心換取的就是傷心
17.我想哭.可是淚早已乾了又濕.濕了又乾.已經不知道該怎麼流淚了!!!
18.在原諒與絕望之間遊蕩.唯一的感覺就是傷~傷~傷~~~~
19.愛上一個人沒有錯.錯就錯在愛上一個不愛自己的人
20.思念一個人的滋味.就像是喝了一杯冰冷的水.然後一滴一滴凝成熱淚
21.兩杯熱咖啡.心情是等待.只是.我等的人.不會來
22.對不起!我沒能好好愛你.可我就是愛你.還愛你
23.等待......真的並不容易:傷害......卻是輕而易舉
24.心情是想念.只是.我想的人......已忘了我
25.對不起!真的~我愛你

太在乎，就什麼也得不到

2011-07-10T11:25:00.000+08:00

不像讀書考試一樣，對於一個人的追求

並不是你付出的越多，得到的回報就會越大

如果把你的給予當橫軸，別人的回應當縱軸畫成曲線

你會發現邊際遞減率在一個定值之後以非常不可思議的速度上升

為什麼，我每天打電話對她噓寒問暖，得到的只是冷漠的回應？

為什麼，在一群朋友出去玩的時候，她總是對我特別疏遠？

為什麼，即使我竭盡所能的對她好，卻仍無法在她心中擁有一丁點應得的地位？

我說：「太在乎，就什麼也得不到」

當你太在乎一個人的時候，你的心裡能裝的下的東西就變少了

滿腦子想的都是她，無時無刻都在想能為她做些什麼

於是，你喪失了自我，成為一個為別人而活的人。

你不再有自己的生活，不再有和對方不一樣的地方

每說一句話，你都小心翼翼，期待能夠有好的回應

每做一件事，你都考慮再三，希望她能夠被你感動

然後你會發現，聊天的話題好像變少了，相處不在像從前當朋友般的開心自在

她隨口說出的一句話，網誌上的一篇心情，可以牽動你全身的神經，有時讓你開心不已，

但大部分的時候卻是讓你魂不守舍一整天。

隨之而來的，是她開始感受到壓力

生命是一種很容易適應變化的東西

如同把雙腳泡在熱水中，不一會兒就從有點燙變成舒適的溫暖

一開始你對她好，感覺是很鮮明，很強烈的

會很開心，會很感激

但如果頻率太高，強度太大

就好像坐在按摩椅上太久一般

舒服的感覺不見了，

取而代之的是想要好好靜一下的需要。

如果這時還繼續強求下去

最後的結局就是發卡甚至被討厭。

"欲擒故縱才是最高明的技巧"

大概大家聽到耳朵都爛了吧。

你知道，我知道，可是就是做不到。

沒有辦法不對她好。

當我們越是在乎一個人的時候，越難拿捏自己的分寸

不是對她好到無以復加，就是賭氣強迫自己疏離耍自閉。

所以，最簡單的方法，就是不去在意。

對自己好一點，努力追尋自己的理想

不斷的充實自己，為自己的將來做準備

功課不夠好嗎？去圖書館多K一些書吧

人長的不夠帥嗎？去健身房把自己變成陽光形男吧

嫌自己口才不佳，進對應退不夠圓滑，那麼參加社團磨練一番吧

這些事情，夠你忙的了

然後，把她放在你心中的優先順序的第二位，甚至第三位

會發現，一切都變簡單了

不是說兩個人就一定會有結果

而是你開始可以跳脫這個泥沼，用更客觀精準的眼光

看待彼此之間的關係

不再動不動就心情低落，不再被對方牽著鼻子走。

因為你知道，世界不是由她構成的。

即使失敗了，也還有很多值得去追尋的目標。

然後，珍惜兩個人相處的時光

在一起的時候，可以用盡全部的力氣去對她好，讓她如沐春風

而平常的時候，則是為自己的目標付出百分之百的努力，不為了別人，只為了自己。

很輕鬆的，你不用在煩惱什麼時候該對她好，怎樣增加相處的機會。

順其自然，你絕對會被珍惜，而不會被當作理所當然。

最後

成功了，恭喜，有情人終成眷屬。

失敗了，有點遺憾，也許是不適合，或許是沒緣分。

但無論如何，你都是贏家。

因為你又成長了

手握的越緊，對方感受到壓力越大

緊握得手也容下不了任何事物

我們的手裡都有顆心一但太用力

很容易碎的......

覺得好，給個心吧~~

Life in Singapore after the JP refreshment trip

2011-07-05T20:58:00.009+08:00

Life in Singapore after the JP refreshment trip would be full of food I think.....
I will keep updating this album.

Cooking with fire at home is limited to prepare either vegetable, noodles or pasta only.
So I try to eat outside to have good food which enable to cheer up myself.
The pork rib is the signature line of the restaurant, I like the softbone part. Another favourite is the dessert of Oreo biscuits powder with cookie & cream ice-cream. Oreo and ice-cream are really good friend!!! Don't think the portion is so big. Every time, I took away half of the ribs as another meal.
Recently, I found a Japanese restaurant near Parkway that has acceptable price with sashimi and yakitori!

走鋼索的人

2011-06-28T20:36:00.008+08:00

http://hk.lifestyle.yahoo.com/myself/relationship/article.html?id=art_4e001bad
聽劉美君說 '愛是應該是幸福的'...

走在半空中要人命的風就快要把我吹落
妳在那一頭說妳不愛我我掛在風裡顫抖走鋼索的人
不害怕犧牲只求妳一句愛我往前是解脫後退是自由
我應不應該回頭風吹痛我雙眼我看不清楚
我平衡不了躲在我心裡的苦我要給妳幸福
妳蠻不在乎妳愛不愛我會決定我
下一步往前是冷漠後退是寂寞乾脆我墜落
回憶在左手未來在右手誰又會同情我

How to FORGET

2011-06-28T20:05:00.002+08:00

要忘記，真有那麼難嗎？
或者是我太薄情，總覺得要在互聯網尋找「how to forget」的人，是廢的。
這種人，參加任何比賽，都要一舉大獲全勝。一旦輸了，落敗的情境會不斷在腦海輪迴，發夢也會紮醒；然後，她很久很久都不再比賽，當然也沒有再練習，因為她整個人只能盛載上次落敗的不開心。
你跟她說：move on吧！還有很多比賽呢！
她大概會說：如果這次跟上次一樣……呢……？
說到底，她不過是要一張必勝皇牌。
而世上是沒有這種東西的。
好了，how to forget？教人forget的網站，說的東西也很廢，說來說去，就是跟朋友傾談啦、培養各種興趣啦、埋頭埋腦工作啦、享受生活啦、做運動啦──「做‧運‧動」都講得出，跟勸青少年不要自慰有啥分別？──全是廢話。要徹底忘記前度，唯一的辦法是：識過第二個。
這是很多人都明白、或者也驗證過的有效良方。而很難忘懷舊愛的人，往往就會認，這道理知易行難。你看，昨天我倆還是好端端的生活在一起，用同一個廁所睡同一張床摸同一隻狗，今天忽然就分手了，廁所睡床和狗明明都還一樣，但缺少了你，整個世界就變了模樣。
很難習慣，很難接受，很難忘記。
咁又點？世界不會因為你不習慣不接受不忘記而有所改變，你以為自己已經再一樣，其實也只是幻覺──你還是要用同一個馬桶、累了還是睡那張床、那條狗餓了也是會向你要飯的。
砸爛廁所，換掉床褥，把狗拿去SPCA（這是極端卑劣的行為，請勿模仿），甚至把有關他的所有東西都扔乾淨，能治好你的不忘症嗎？
不能。一個人在你的生活裡活躍得太久，只搣掉身外物是搣不掉他的；可行的辦法只有「引入天敵」──沒有比「現任」更適合做「前度」的天敵了。
你又說：我都忘記唔到佢，我驚我會當第二個係替身呀！
把對方當是前度的替身，又有甚麼問題呢？很多國際武打巨星，初入行時也是由替身做起的。你連替身都不給他做，他如何打入荷李活？
再說說「時間」的問題。時間可以沖淡一切，於是又有人問「咁要幾耐？」這問題不應該問「時間」本身，問的是你自己有多堅強？你想move on的決心有多大？你dwell on不開心的能力有多強？你大可以十年也不承認自己已經康復，就讓那十年成為只有抽泣、揪心、和胸口隱隱作痛的一片空白吧。
如果你甘心的話。

The only Ramen shop that I like

2011-06-27T20:54:00.007+08:00

Ippudo 一風堂 is the only Ramen shop that I like. Finally, I got the chance to taste it again in Singapore. The noodles is as good as in Japan and there are a lot of side dishes in Singapore, like the pork rib which cooks with rich garlic and soya souce. Yummy~~
On the way, back to home, I bought the doughnuts which originated from Sapporo, but they localized it to have Merloin shape!!!
I bought 2 pairs of pants in Mujirushi 無印 which are expensive with the taxes in Singapore. However, they are the styles that I looked for long time! MUST BUY!!!

「那誰沒有下次」蘇永康聲演：卓韻芝

2011-06-23T23:42:00.004+08:00

你坐喺電腦前面
嘗試喺搜尋引擎器裏面輸入 How to forget
自動彈出嘅第一個聯想語句
亦即係全球被搜尋次數最多嘅語句
係 How to forget someone？

點樣先可以將一個人忘記得一乾二淨
我可以好肯定話俾你知　冇方法
你話　感覺會隨時間凋淡
我明呀　問題係我而家好唔開心呀

其實呢　放膽去愛　好犀利
你知唔知點解呢個世界咁悶
因為十居其九都係肯學就識嘅事
放膽去愛唔同
放膽去愛係學唔嚟㗎
...唔係人人得㗎
而你竟然識呀

愛都識咯　學埋放手囉

吖　唔記得咗講
你原本想喺搜尋引擎器裏面輸入 How to forget
但係當你輸入到 How to f-o-r-g……嘅時候
搜尋器會自動彈出一句 How to forgive yourself？

洗澡

2011-06-23T23:39:00.002+08:00

已經一天手腳麻痺　以僅有呼吸隱閉在家
已經三天感覺胃痛　看一隻烏蠅戀上麵包
已經七天打斷聯絡　要找救傷車失去電話
我都開心因你頹廢　沉淪浴缸中不要向上爬

第一千天未曾洗澡　沉迷做你信徙
頑固思憶再污糟　污跡都帶愛慕
骯髒相愛記號　喊破的眼睫毛
臭到令人嘔吐　無言地控訴

懶得梳的打結頭髮　缺少你消失打理動機
懶得清的瑣碎垃圾　要跟我瑟縮於一角做知己
懶得修的指甲長到　快將要尖得抓破自己
浸於花樽死了玫瑰　無聊地呼吸你殘留毒氣

第一千天未曾洗澡　沉迷做你信徙
頑固思憶再污糟　污跡都帶愛慕
骯髒相愛記號　喊破的眼睫毛
臭到令人嘔吐　無言地控訴

毫無事情想做　毫無任何喜怒
毫無榮辱悲歡鎖我到地牢

第一千天未曾洗澡　如同是個女巫
頑固思憶再污糟　污跡都帶愛慕
骯髒相愛記號　引證戀愛旅途
愛到比愛恐怖　你會否知道

那誰

2011-06-23T21:11:00.002+08:00

　■梁偉詩

　盤算著今期要談黃偉文新詞，心裡卻一直掙扎究竟談《除下吊帶前》還是《那誰》？黃偉文為薛凱琪所寫的《除下吊帶前》，勝在捕捉了具普遍性但又似乎難以宣之於口的題材──女生猶豫應該與男生發生親密關係，還是保留珍貴的「第一次」。《除下吊帶前》所描繪女生「未進花園」的患得患失、且進且退的矛盾心情，為香港流行歌詞史上情色系列所未見的獨特題材，黃偉文寫來既含蓄又大膽，令人會心微笑。執筆前再重聽了一遍蘇永康主唱的《那誰》，剎那間竟改變了主意。

　《那誰》真是一份驟看毫不起眼，實質上卻異常驚心動魄、透析人性的歌詞。《那誰》大概特意配合歌手特質，取了一個看似平凡的歌名，使得綿裡藏針的效果非常突出。最初接觸《那誰》，相信聽眾與我的疑問是一樣的──到底《那誰》是指甚麼呢？《那誰》即「那個某某」，也就是廣東話「個邊個」的意思。《那誰》中，「那個某某」／「個邊個」便是令主人公失戀痛心的對象、離棄愛人的負心人──

　「你和那誰那天分手你淚痕像條綠色的鏽頑固地種在眼睛一角直到永久抹不走但是浮游在生活亂流你那新生你也必須接受就算多悔咎自責別太久不要戀戀心裡那個傷口度日月穿山水尚在恨那誰誰曾無堅不摧摧毀的廢墟一早變做你美好新居創疤你不挖亦不知有過在這裡淚疊淚風一吹漸莫辨　那誰連重提往事也不再絕對她怎傷害你講起你沒再吐苦水」

　《那誰》無疑是一首談失戀之痛的歌詞，首段描繪失戀者哭得死去活來、傷心欲絕，儼如置身地獄的痛苦也令生活亂了陣腳。關鍵是《那誰》極其清醒和理性地指出，失戀這回事，往往只是失戀者「戀戀心裡那個傷口」、不斷徘徊在感情廢墟的結果。整段戀愛關係中的負心人是誰，根本無關宏旨；失戀者所迷戀的，只是沉溺於自憐自傷的脆弱狀態。所謂的感情創傷，只要當事人不把它當作一回事，自然就無所謂創疤、傷痕──從前的「淚疊淚」經過「風一吹」，自然就「漸莫辨那誰」。

　黃偉文《那誰》的聰明之處，正正是逆反了受眾對詞中「那個某某」／「邊個邊個」的想像和期待，毫不留情揭示出「前度的重要性」可能是虛假的，但「失戀者的自我悲劇化」才是真實的。類近的看法，亦見於林夕的〈綿綿〉──「從來未愛你綿綿可惜我愛懷念」（也就是說，從來沒有很愛你，只是不斷留戀著從前自己愛著別人的樣子）─黃偉文《那誰》，卻把失戀者「自我悲劇化」的深層複雜心理進一步剖析──

　「有時你還覺得溫馨這淚流像存在的表證沒有恨過便更加彷似白過半生冷清清像突然忘掉尊姓大名卻記得她教你差點喪命是創傷太重或覺悟太輕使你不懂釋放怨懟的根性……誰沒兩個致命舊愛侶不見得就要聽到春天也恐懼可以不唏噓可以不心虛放低跨過去 ……若舊夢不堪追就別問那誰從何時你學會灑脫面對她怎傷害你可否就當做老天完整你那沒挫敗波折一生之旅功德圓滿方可愛下去帶笑歸去」

　《那誰》坦言失戀者可能已忘掉負心人姓怎名誰、面長面短，卻永遠忘不了自己如何肝腸寸斷。原因很簡單，人們每每在感情的苦難中才覺得自己存在過、才覺得自己的人生有重量，這種無意識乃是源於對「生命中不能承受之輕」的深切恐懼──換句話說，人們對創傷的重視，不過是為了向自己證明，生命不是白過的、我的人生是不平凡的，過去也有過很多故事等等。想當然的是，對很多普通人來說，人生平淡如水。儘管「那個某某」／「個邊個」已然面目模糊，由「那個某某」／「個邊個」所象徵著的「沒有發生過」，才是失戀者死不放手的「最後根據地」。那麼，從《那誰》點睛之句「是創傷太重或覺悟太輕」便可窺見題旨──失戀者遲遲不肯覺悟，就是勘不破「連失戀都沒有」的深刻焦慮感。如同俗套的選擇題，你寧願做「失戀專家」還是「從未愛過」？

　

　《那誰》

　作曲：頡臣
　填詞：黃偉文
　編曲：Johnny Yim　
　主唱：蘇永康

　你和那誰那天分手　你淚痕像條綠色的鏽
　頑固地種在眼睛一角　直到永久　抹不走　　
　但是浮游在生活亂流　你那新生你也必須接受
　就算多悔咎　自責別太久　不要戀戀心裡那個傷口　　

　度日月　穿山水　尚在恨　那誰
　誰曾無堅不摧　摧毀的廢墟
　一早　變做你美好新居　
　疤你不挖　亦不知有過　在這裡　　

　淚疊淚　風一吹　漸莫辨　那誰
　連重提　往事也　不再絕對
　她怎傷害你　講起　你沒再吐苦水　　

　有時你還覺得溫馨　這淚流像存在的表證
　沒有恨過便更加彷似　白過半生　冷清清
　像突然忘掉尊姓大名　卻記得她教你差點喪命
　是創傷太重　或覺悟太輕　使你不懂釋放怨懟的根性　　

　渡日月　穿山水　尚在恨　那誰　
　誰曾無堅不摧　摧毀的廢墟
　一早　變做你美好新居
　創疤你不挖　亦不知有過　在這裡　　

　淚疊淚　風一吹　漸莫辨　那誰　
　連重提　往事也不再絕對
　她怎傷害你　感恩　替代了那苦水　　

　誰沒兩個致命舊愛侶　
　不見得　就要聽到春天也恐懼
　可以不唏噓　可以不心虛　放低跨過去

　渡日月　穿山水　尚在恨　那誰
　誰曾無堅不摧　摧毀的廢墟
　一早　變做了滿山青翠
　敏感處不碰　便不知你葬著心碎

　若舊夢　不堪追　就別問　那誰
　從何時　你學會　灑脫面對
　她怎傷害你　可否　就當做老天　
　完整你那　沒挫敗波折一生之旅　
　功德圓滿　方可愛下去　帶笑歸去

八里公路

2011-06-20T22:03:00.002+08:00

的士　車廂裡儘管挨近你
心知　擠迫得你喘不過氣
未去到結尾　並不知相戀這段路太短
沿路數十里　甚麼刻骨銘記

任我再接送你　你邊走邊嘆氣
原來白費心機　繼續愛你令我自卑
也許愛到最遠　我們只得八公里

還可以　纏繞你　幾公里
難為我　容忍我　都是你
捱夠未　捱夠未
一路自虐至死　仍不肯放低你
從今起　離開你　幾千里
行兩步　捱兩步　
但求為你　就放下你

司機　怎講笑亦不懂再笑
咪錶　好比心跳不可再跳
讓你我見證　幸福的風景一寸寸變小
回望倒後鏡　自己都不見了

習慣每晚接你　滿街燈飾太美
唯求做你司機　看盡處處是紀念碑
我竟閉上兩眼　看成這一世福氣

任我再接送你　你邊走邊嘆氣
原來白費心機　繼續愛你令我自卑
也許愛到最遠　我們只得八公里

還可以　纏繞你　幾公里
難為我　容忍我　都是你
捱夠未　捱夠未
一路自虐至死　仍不肯放低你
從今起　離開你　幾千里
行兩步　捱兩步　
越行越遠　離我萬里

私の作文 - もし私が歌手になったら…

2011-06-19T13:48:00.001+08:00

もし私が歌手になったら、幸せだと思います。
例えば、歌うことが大好きですから、歌手になれたら、いつもよく歌えます。いろいろ好い意味の歌を歌ったら、自分も感動できるし、聞く人も感動できます。
もた、多分私の一番好きな歌手と一緒に歌えます。シャキチャンさんはアジアでは有名だし、香港でも人気がある歌手です。十五年前に聞いたとき、歌うことがとても上手ですから、すぐ大好きになりました。そして、今も大好きです。もし二人で歌えたら、嬉しいし、歌についてたくさんのことが習えると思います。
それから、私のＣＤも作って、売れます。テレビや、ラジオなどで、何処でも私の歌が聞けます。それに、十年、二十年後でも、いつでも私の歌が聞けます、最後に、給料もたくさんもらえますから、いい生活ができます。
これは夢の話ですから、今の私はまだ歌手になっていません。でも一生懸命頑張ったら、いつか本当に歌手になれると思います。

My best friend's wedding 28 May 2011

2011-06-17T23:47:00.002+08:00

I am so glad that I can participate and assist in my best friend's wedding.

Short stay @ HK May 2011

2011-06-17T23:45:00.001+08:00

依依不捨

2011-06-16T22:23:00.001+08:00

作詞：劉虞瑞　作曲：殷文琦

我答應妳　再也不會打擾妳的生活
我答應妳　再也不會為妳多喝一杯酒
我答應妳　從今以後我們都還是好朋友
妳怎麼說　我怎麼做　這樣子夠不夠
妳看不到我的雙手　在痛苦地顫抖
妳聽不到我的內心　碎得我都不敢碰
妳想不到我的沉默　壓抑著多少話要說
愛不能有　淚不能流　妳教我這種日子怎麼過
捨不得妳　所以才會騙了妳　也騙自己
其實我也知道　只是我沒勇氣面對問題
捨不得妳　雖然明知我的愛　妳不珍惜
有些事情誰都說不出原因

Try to continue to enjoy...

2011-06-11T00:54:00.002+08:00

Continue the habit of shopping at 100 Yen shop and tasting something new and good.
I found the microwave box for cooking spaghetti which was introduced in TV in Japan. That I did not find in Japan 100 yen shop!!!
I surprisingly knew that there is soya milk choice to replace milk in Starbuck!!
This one is green tea latte and chicken sausage ommelet burger.

情人

2011-06-09T22:22:00.002+08:00

盼望你沒有為我又再度暗中淌淚
我不想留低　你的心空虛
盼望你別再讓我像背負太深的罪
我的心如水　你不必痴醉
你可知　誰甘心歸去
你與我之間　有誰　

是緣是情是童真　還是意外
有淚有罪有付出　還有忍耐
是人是牆是寒冬　藏在眼內
有日有夜有幻想　無法等待

盼望我別去後會共你在遠方相聚
每一天望海　每一天相對
盼望你現已沒有讓我別去的恐懼
我即使離開　你的天空裡

是緣是情是童真　還是意外
有淚有罪有付出　還有忍耐
是人是牆是寒冬　藏在眼內
有日有夜有幻想　無法等待

多少春秋風雨改　
多少崎嶇不變愛
多少唏噓的你在人海

祈求可以共你活一天

2011-06-09T22:15:00.001+08:00

早知道　和你活在不同的世界裏
相遇是天意　愛你又不可以
為了你　那怕要犧牲自己
原來只要為你活一天　塵世間一切可以放一邊
原來天和地也曾改變　只有愛你等你的心從不變
祈求可以共你活一天　把整個的你再重新發現
祈求總有天你能看見　為你付出真愛的我是無悔在每一天

Photos albums for April - May ' Study Play Eat Love' trip

2011-06-06T23:57:00.003+08:00

Sorry for the late uploading of the later part of the trip. As the album was full previously. Now, it is ok. You can double click the album below to see in bigger size. Hope you would enjoy :)

Hanami is the same as before:

Moved back to Pasir Ris apartment

2011-06-06T19:46:00.002+08:00

My apartment finally has a kind of solution. As the landlord cannot rent out the apartment still (because they would like to have tenant who is single or family without kids, but that is very difficult), so I can move back. The two months loan will be paid back next year. That means, after this apartment contract ends next March, In April and May, company will not take care of my housing.
Last Sunday, I moved. I was tired from packing and unpacking! Anyway, it is good to settle down.
At the same time, I also tried to rearrange my stuffs, so as to do more and enjoy more in my daily life at home :)

New start in Singapore

2011-06-03T01:05:00.002+08:00

When June started, it means that I resumed the work and life in Singapore. I put 'New start' in the title is to remind myself to use a new angle, new manner, new approach to my life in Singapore, so as to continue the happiness and the energy that I gained in the JP trip.
One thing which has successfully continued is eating!! It is good for me to eat or try the food that I like or I am interested, however, the quantity that I am having now may gradually resume my weight before. STOP!!!! I have to control a bit!!!!!!
These days, I tried to spend some time to send back photos and vedios to friends in the trip. When looking at them, it recalled a lot of memory... I miss JP, I miss you all!!!
I will move back to my apartment soon!

Goodbye

2011-05-25T11:43:00.002+08:00

It is normal to say goodbye and had a lot of chance a long the way. But it is still hard to say goodbye, and this trip is special, so want to learn to say goodbye in better way, so as to have good memory as a whole.

Time goes so fast...

2011-05-23T21:50:00.002+08:00

It is already nearly two months!!!!????
Time goes so fast...
I had so much memory and feeling in this trip.
One friend said ` Keep the stomach not full, to expect eat again next time`.
What I can do is to think of my next trip!
Leaving is for coming back again.

I am so grateful

2011-05-21T14:04:00.002+08:00

The trip is going to finish soon...
Besides the things and the people that I met and experience here, I am so grateful to the people that support me and being good in HK, so I can enjoy the trip so well in another place away from HK.
Thank you so much!

Yesterday, I had school field trip to Kyoto`s temple. I went there so many times. However, it was fun to go with classmates and had gathering afterwards.
I am so happy to meet so many good friends here which made my trip so meaningful.

Delicious Food which is more enjoyable with friends

2011-05-18T22:35:00.004+08:00

Today, continued to enjoy the good food with friends.
Ramen is always not my favourite food in Japan. But one ramen shop recommended by my friend was so impressed after tried in April. I had it again for lunch before leaving here.
Still, it is so tasty, and I found there is branch in SG!!!
After the class, I went to see Yuri and had my favourite Yakitori near her home in Kobe. The food is nice and we had nice chat there!!!
So eager for dessert, and I have an expensive and nice one at Umeda (extra dark chocolate with chips and cuppicino) on the way back home :)

Found the way

2011-05-17T20:46:00.003+08:00

From today onwards, I decided to just enjoy every moment here, so as to get away from the sadness of leaving here.
Tonight, I went to have ommlet with classmates. It is a long history restaurant and this was the first time that I had in Japan.

Complicated mood

2011-05-15T10:07:00.002+08:00

These days, the internet did not work in the guesthouse, so I cannot update my blog. Sorry about that my dearest readers.
Less than 2 weeks, I am leaving my second home here. My mood is complicated, as it is sad to leave such life, such lovely place and a lot of special persons here. However, I still need to be happy to enjoy every moment here.
Yesterday, I went to a flower park. I think I like flowers in wild ( but not keeping :p). I appreciated that there are a lot of good events and places that whole family of Japanese can enjoy.
Moreover, I spent so much on accessory too!! They are really good design :)
This afternoon, I would have the chance to watch baseball match!! Wow!!!!

One month already

2011-05-08T11:59:00.003+08:00

I have been living in my second home, Osaka for one month already. I am very glad that I made the trip. I enjoy the study, meeting my old friends, making new nice friends including Japanese and other countries, visiting the places that I like, eating the food that I like and interested, buying things that I like, sharing with my dearest friends.
In fact, they are just very simple things and simple life. But everything is real my heart, I will never forget such valuable trip.
I will try to keep the key factors that I found in this trip, in order to enjoy the coming journeys in my life.

Shopping day

2011-05-04T22:41:00.002+08:00

I was tired from yesterday, so today, I do not plan much for the holiday. Woke up at about noon and went to Umeda for shopping and got quite a lot of bargains that I wanted.
And because of GW, there was 10% off in some shops.
There is new department store by Isenten opened, but they have direction control, so I gave up to visit and leave for next time other than GW.

The day turning better

2011-05-03T22:38:00.003+08:00

I was a bit down yesterday and this morning. However, I told myself that I have to enjoy the stay in Japan. So I tried my best to enjoy the gathering with new Japanese friends at her home for making Takoyaki.
The new Japanese friends are very kind. We sometimes talked in Japanese, sometimes English as they are not good at oral English, while we are not good at Japanese. But I think we are really enjoy the communication or conversation.
Afterwards, I went to Swisshotel Nankai osaka - Tavola 36 lounge with my classmates as her husband is the chef there, so we got discount there. There were live music performance there where I met 2 great performers.
After I came back to guesthouse, I met the girl from Italy who knew me from my blog, newly arrived Japan for studying the same school as me.
Then, I received a gift from a Japanese girl as there was an accident to her boyfriend, that I helped a bit with their friends together another day.
Japan is a sweet place. The day has turned better. Thank you so much!

Rehersal of procedures during earthquake

2011-05-03T07:13:00.002+08:00

Yesterday, school has held an rehersal of procedures during earthquake to guide us how to protect ourselves and where to go if there is an earthquake.

GW

2011-05-01T11:45:00.002+08:00

GW - golden week of Japan has started.
I also took the chance to go for sightseeing and shopping.
Making new friends and have some gathering soon!

Expensive bill!!!

2011-04-30T14:50:00.002+08:00

I finally had such experience as many others did about unexpected high expense of data usage in mobile for internet.
After reading the statement, I think that was the time there was WIFI, so I tried, but actually it still charged in some way!!!! And the data involved is more than 10,000KB!!!
Oh.. poor me :(
Now, I am alerted!!!

Tulip!!!

2011-04-24T18:13:00.002+08:00

After meeting friend, I went to a park which has a tulip garden. I took so many photos. There are some shower rain and cloudy. However, I am lucky to catch these in time.

Enjoy

2011-04-20T19:50:00.003+08:00

Today is the 10th lesson, really enjoy the study life as well as the food and things here...

More about hanami and class

2011-04-19T18:35:00.002+08:00

This morning, I finally managed to go to the Cherry blossom place at the making coin factory which is famous and will be ended on 20 April. There are different types of sakura over there.
By the way, I also have uploaded some photos taken in class. Another teacher Oohara Sensai is very interesting person who always makes jokes in class. I even took vedios secretly :P

Weather

2011-04-19T09:14:00.002+08:00

It is rainy, sunshine, warm and cold within a day. But I am well prepared, so don`t worry about me. However, the hush puppy slipper shoes are going to be gone... and I should have new pair of shoes :P

Busy to go around and meeting friends

2011-04-18T20:03:00.002+08:00

I have not updated my blog for few days as I am busy to go around and meeting friends last weekend. I have yakitori with Mami and Karin. They have introduced new friends who may go to Arima Osen coming Sunday with me. On saturady, I woke up late, but still go to Sannomiya in Kobe to walk around and meet Yuri to have very good home style Italian food. On Sunday, I used the Kansai Thru Pass to visit Nara and Kyoto for final period of Hanami. I am lucky that I still have some good shots!!! Please enjoy my photos and its descriptions.

Good mood

2011-04-14T18:52:00.003+08:00

These two days are in good mood and keep walking around and seeking for interesting things to look :) Also enjoy the food... I am afraid of gaining weight :P
Tmr, I will meet Mami and Karin. 楽しみにしています。
Please continue to enjoy new photos uploaded.
By the way, I found that I need to study harder with my oral of Japanese which is so bad!! 頑張ろう！！！！

Making things unique

2011-04-12T20:22:00.002+08:00

I always want to use those scrapbook stuffs to decorate things which is very popular in Japan, but required detail minded. Yesterday, I got some good stuffs from stores and made my note book and new black mirror unique in the world!!!! I also tried to draw pictures that I learnt from drawing book in my note book. These all I want to do to prepare for doing my unique scrapbook some day. Lessons are going well. There are a lot of oral and writing exercises for me to remember the grammar and words. I really like studying Japanese as I am interested to study hard even at my apartment after school.

It is Hanami again today

2011-04-10T21:55:00.002+08:00

I went for two hanami today. One was with new friends near Osaka castle. I brought the mat to sit under sakura for eating and chatting. Then, I went to Oji Koen to meet Yuri. They have BBQ gathering under sakura. The food is great and her friends are nice and fun. I can`t help uploading the photos when I get back, thought I am very tired, however, I found that the online ablum is going to be full if I upload all. So I have selection only :(

Hanami 2011 Kansai photo album

2011-04-09T20:53:00.001+08:00

This is open for Ting and also for Hanami only :P

First hanami

2011-04-09T20:21:00.002+08:00

It stopped raining this afternoon. So I decided to go out for my first hanami alone. It is cloudy still, so the color is not that good in the photo. But it is still nice to walk under cherry blossom and watch people`s activity. There was a group of students performaning for earth quake money raising with orchestra, singing and dancing. It is nice and touching. I am fond of taking a lot of photos of myself in cherry blossom, of course, now I do the same. But I think it is even more enjoyable if go for a group of people chatting under the sakura like Japanese. Umm... tmr, I will go with classmates. 楽しみしています。

Second lesson

2011-04-08T21:22:00.002+08:00

After reading the materials of class 3, I decided to stay in class 2, in order to practise more the basic and build up the confidence of speaking fluently. After the class, we had very good ramen. I had never like ramen so much, I will be back for the ramen as well as the dumpling. ( Amandale and Ciala, I will bring you there :) ) It is raining today, but I don`t want to go back home so early, so I shop at Muji for a while. I would like to buy new bed sheets because the one in guesthouse is really old. However, I am afraid of making my luggage big, so I just bought pillow cover. On Sat night and Sun, I may go for cherry blossom with new friends and meet Yuri on Sun afternoon. Hope to have sunny and nice weekend. By the way, there were earthquakes in East side of Japan last night. I knew that from the TV and message from sister. But don`t worry, Osaka is not affected. P.S. : I want to mention that I watched `Black Swan` in the flight from HK to Kansai which is new air craft that can choose my desire movie. I like the movie very much because of the music, dance, story, visual effect!!!

First Lesson

2011-04-07T19:42:00.002+08:00

This afternoon is the first lesson of the course. There was an opening ceremony with students, teachers and principle. My teacher is Uetani san who is an interesting person who worked hard to show a lot of examples and do a lot of exercises with us. The material is not very difficult, but helped me to remember those basic and speak more. However, as I only take short term course, the school wonders if Cindy and I would like to take more challenge course to learn more in short time. So we may take a little advance class tmr to see if we want to change class. Today, I missed to do one thing which is taking photo in the class !!! By the way, we may plan for Hanami this weekend.

Rest Day

2011-04-06T21:23:00.002+08:00

After study for a while, I slept again at noon, so free. Then, went out for food and wandering around. I have continued to upload the photos in the link album. Please enjoy :)